~ * PoNdErInG * ~

Okay, so i've been really thinking about this whole waiting for a missionary thing a lot lately. And no matter how hard I think it will be, or how I think I can't do it, I just know it's right, and that I need to do it. I know that me and Josh were ment to be. I don't know how but I do. I've been preying for it a lot lately to see if I really should wait, or what I should do, and I just know that I need to wait. Have you ever had the feeling where you think about something you've been praying about, or you hear someone talk about it and you just get so overwhelmed with peace and comfort that you just know that it's right? I've had that a lot lately. Whenever I think about waiting for Josh I feel so comforted and peaceful I just know i'm suppose to. It's a weird feeling, and honestly sometimes it scares me because I see my life planning itself out and I know I have to grow up. It's just a weird thought I guess. Anyway. I know it's right and that I am going to do it! :) I love Josh and he is totally worth it. I'll wait as long as I have to for him.