**So Excited! **

Okay, so Today I learned that Josh is going to be such a great missionary! He has such an amazing spirit and he gets so excited just talking about the Gospel. He has such a strong Testimony, and every time I look at him I just see the light in his eyes that he is happy and that he really loves this church.

He is my angel. Because of him I want to be a better person. I want to make him as happy as he makes me. I love him very much, and I never want him to forget that. I know his mission is what is right for him. He is going to go out and change many lives so they can have the light in their eyes and they can have joy and be happy in this world and know why they are here. I am so proud of him. It really hit me tonight when he was telling me about his experience he had today in mission prep and I just knew that he is doing the right thing and that he will be blessed for it. It also hit me that waiting for him is the right thing and that I will be blessed for it also. We will be blessed together, and it will make our life together so much better. I know that it will be hard seeing him go and be gone for 2 years. But it's what is right. And I know I can do it. :) I'm so proud of him. I know that there are people out there in the world that are waiting for Josh to come and show them the truth and happiness of this Gospel. He will do amazing and do his best. And I am going to support him and be as good example as I can be for him. I will do my best to encourage him. I know how much this means to him, and it means the world to me. I love Joshua and I am so proud of him and his decision.

~ * PoNdErInG * ~

Okay, so i've been really thinking about this whole waiting for a missionary thing a lot lately. And no matter how hard I think it will be, or how I think I can't do it, I just know it's right, and that I need to do it. I know that me and Josh were ment to be. I don't know how but I do. I've been preying for it a lot lately to see if I really should wait, or what I should do, and I just know that I need to wait. Have you ever had the feeling where you think about something you've been praying about, or you hear someone talk about it and you just get so overwhelmed with peace and comfort that you just know that it's right? I've had that a lot lately. Whenever I think about waiting for Josh I feel so comforted and peaceful I just know i'm suppose to. It's a weird feeling, and honestly sometimes it scares me because I see my life planning itself out and I know I have to grow up. It's just a weird thought I guess. Anyway. I know it's right and that I am going to do it! :) I love Josh and he is totally worth it. I'll wait as long as I have to for him.

Getting Started!

Okay, So just to start this off, I made this blog so I can talk about my missionary and about while he's gone I can kinda get on here and vent when I need to and just write down about our journey of while he's gone and while i'm waiting.

He actually hasn't left yet, he will be leaving this summer. But i'm attempting to prepare myself and help him prepare. He is so excited and it is so darn cute! I love him so much! He's definately worth the wait! :)